Pushing Through

To " Linda", who obviously reads, and sometimes comments, thanks for your input, but you don't know me and I certainly don't know YOU as you always post as Anonymous and don't appear to have a blog yourself.  Please don't comment any more okay?  If you can't share just don't bother.  I won't be publishing any more of your condescending comments.
The porn thing is NOT okay, never will be, and this thing of "boys will be boys" really shits me.  I have made my feelings clear to him and he could care less.  THAT is the problem.
And it's just the tip of the arsehole iceberg really. 
It's time for me.  ME.  I will be changing my habits, will be going out, meeting people, ramping up my efforts to get a job so I can move out and support myself and my children.  I have told Phill that our marriage, as we knew it, is over now.  I will never sleep with him again, I will never have any kind of sexual involvement with him again, and I certainly won't trust him again.  And it's not about this one incident, this is just the final nail in the marital coffin.  There is so much more that I haven't said in this blog.
But this is MY blog, I write it for me, and I will continue to do so and tell my own story. 
And my story will have a happy ending and it won't be about my sleazy husband.  He, sadly, will end up as one of those blokes in the pub who sit their in their cardigans, day after day and go home to an empty flat, and baked beans on toast.  Yeah Phill, have fun with that.