Sooooo Tired

I stayed up most of the night after Harley went into labour.  We always know because she only wants me, and will follow me around and sit on my feet.  She eventually had a live kitten, who was instantly active and feeding, a great relief to me and Josh (my assistant midwife).  I fell asleep and when I woke up Harley and the kitten were gone and there was a dead kitten in the nest.  He had been cleaned up and his cord bitten through but dead he was.  I don't understand it.  She got in between the wall and the end of the lounge and this morning I peered in to make sure all was well and saw another little head!  So we have two healthy kittens this time.  We had every intention of getting her spayed after the second litter but because she was only feeding one kitten she got pregnant pretty well straight away and they won't spay them until a few weeks after she finishes nursing.  This time however we will keep her inside night and day till we can get her to the vet.  I feel terribly guilty and irresponsible.  One kitten is mostly white with black but the second little one is like a Harley clone and we think it's a female because it whinges a lot.  I suspect the white one is a boy.
The last thing I felt like doing this morning was going out but I had to pay for the phone we bought Em for her birthday.  Because the pay was so late we couldn't pay for it when we bid on it.  I went and paid at the branch here so the money would get there faster.  She won't have it tomorrow for her birthday but she should get it this week.
I drove up to Young and got her a really nice black handbag, she doesn't own one.  I got her a little cosmetic purse and put some lip gloss and a mini Impulse spray in  it.  Then I went downtown to the New Age shop and got her a rose quartz crystal.  She is into all that stuff, we had lots of crystals but they got lost when we moved I think. The man in the shop said "You must be getting this for somone very close to you"  I said "Yes it's my baby girl's 15th birthday tomorrow".  He told me then that rose quartz signifies unconditional love. How appropriate, and her middle name is Rose so it all fits.  I got a really cute little bag to keep it in and a silver necklace with her name on.  Also a box of her favourite chocolates.  She's not really expecting anything because the phone wasn't cheap, it's a touch whiz bang one, so hopefully she will be pleasantly surprised.  I also got her a "My Little Pony" as a joke.  She said she wanted a cake they have down at the supermarket that has a pony on it.  So I got a cute pink one with a brush for its mane and we can put the pony on the cake I will make for her tomorrow. 
We're going to the mineral pool rain or shine tomorrow, should be fun.  My baby is growing up so fast.
I made a "new" recipe tonight Lamb Kasimiri Kofta.  It's spiced lamb meatballs in a spicy sauce.  It smells wonderful.
Early night for this little black duck tonight.